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                                     Poem

                                 Ashley Bell



Hello Spider


In the bathroom and there was a spider in it

“Hello Spider” (A good song)

Pee the toilet


Morning bathroom is for brushes where

The teeth hello and the spider

And the toothbrush it goes like

“hhghmng shspdr”


“Hello Spider” (A good song)


I spit the sink and lift it


The cold window is

“Goodbye Spider” on it


Plus then




Ashley Bell lives in Richmond, Va. 


                                              
                                          Human Nature 

                                           Aaron Fedor


























































Aaron Fedor lives and works in New York City.







                                   Letter: Two Portraits

                                       Georgia Myers



               Photocopy of original drawing of the artist's brother.  2010.  Graphite on paper.



Nathan.  2010.  Photocopy of  original oil painting on panel.





Published by special permission of the artist.
Georgia Myers lives and works in Richmond, VA.


                                    


                                   High-Born: An Essay
                                  
                                        Chester Layman
                                                                                    I am nothing, but I could be everything.     
                                                                                                                                        --Marx

    I.  
WHEN I WAS YOUNG I dreamed like many another child of being "high-born."  Or at least a child of rich people -- one of my favorite books was the story of an Irish orphan in the Midwest who turns out to have well-to-do ancestry.  Freud had taken note of this common childhood fantasy, which he called the family romance.  (Hugh Haughton points out that Freud's German word was Roman, more accurately rendered "novel."  Children invent their own family novels.  But isn't the Novel, in its heart of hearts, a Romance?)
My father was a laborer, and I was one of eight children.  To thicken the plot of my own family romance, when I was very young they told me I looked  different (they -- these people with whom I was accidentally associated).  I was the only one of the bunch who was not dark-haired, and my mother joked that it was a good thing I was born at home, otherwise they would have suspected a mix-up in the hospital.  Now, had I been a more imaginative novelist, my mother's joke would have been suspicious, a sign of her nervous guilt, because actually she'd been involved with a mysterious gentleman, etc., an involvement of which my twin sister and I were the offspring!  Unfortunately, this delicious thought came to me too late to include in my childhood fantasy. Or maybe it was unconsciously there all along, for my dream was that there had indeed been a mix-up, and I belonged somewhere else.  
There is yet a further thickening of the plot:  names.  The name my parents gave my twin sister, who lived only a few months, was Esther, the biblical queen from lowly origins.  And I was recently bemused to discover that my own middle name, Eugene, means “well-born.”  (Hence "eugenics.")
   II.
Some say that the playwright known as Shakespeare was not the man from Stratford, but an earl in the court of Queen Elizabeth.  For their pains the revisionists stand accused of being snobs who prefer to believe that an aristocrat -- a nobleman -- authored the greatest works in English.  Never mind that if Shakespeare was indeed the man from Stratford, he showed super-abundant evidence of snobbery.  For the plays' leading roles nearly all go to aristocrats, the commoners generally supplying the broad comedy.  
Freud was, as it happens, a partisan of this theory that the Earl of Oxford was the author of the Shakespeare plays.  The idea was suggested in a book published in 1920; Freud went so far as to write a letter to its author.  In his remarkable Moses and Monotheism he included a footnote which slyly alluded to the controversy.  This late work of Freud's, to which we'll return, argued that Moses was not born into an enslaved people, but was the child of Egyptian royalty. . . .
Cymbeline, The Tempest, Winter's Tale -- these late Shakespeare plays all feature youths who have grown up as “rustics,” only to find they are the children of royalty.  In the end the rustics, fairy-tale-like, turn into princes and princesses.  Especially in Winter's Tale one has the impression of the healing of a wound, a mending of the separation between the classes, between the ruled and the rulers, the common and the royal, the poor and the rich, the peasant and the courtier.
In Proust also, with his narrator obsessed by the upper classes, there is a melting of class barriers, by way of erotic affiliation; Michael Sprinker has pointed this out.  It is a recurring theme in most cultures; maybe the most famous example in modern English literature is Lady Chatterly's Lover, but we see it as early as, again, the biblical story of Esther; doubtless other cultures have similar tales.  Such stories echo the old myths in which humans and gods intermingled.
Is it snobbish to prefer the figure of Shakespeare as an earl?  Literature is a snobbish affair; the myths, the ancient epics are all about heroes, queens and kings, gods and goddesses.  In the Christian story, the messiah is the descendant of a king, he is the King of the Jews, born, romantically enough, in a stable.  Foreign kings come to pay him homage while another king plots his murder; the Nativity story is a story of royalty.  (The premise of Robert Graves's fiction King Jesus was that Jesus was actually an illegitimate son of the house of King Herod.)  In short, to be educated in most cultures is to be supplied with ample material for building your family romance.  To read classic literature is to be a sort of snob, to identify with the higher-ups.  When we read Shakespeare, do we not by turns become Hamlet and Cordelia, Orlando and Prince Hal, Macbeth and Julius Caesar? 
Nor is it surprising that the oldest stories are about the higher-ups, so-called.  For of what does human history since the Stone Age consist?  Of a small elite  who have been autonomous, who could be "self-determining."  The others, that is most of us, toiled just to survive. It’s not surprising that the privilege of the few will be desired by the many. The author of Lady Chatterly has put it succinctly:  This has been the cry of humanity since the world began.  This is the glamour of kings, the glamour of men who had opportunity to be, who were not under compulsion to do, to serve.  This is why kings were chosen heroes, because they were . . . the producers of new life, not servants of necessity, repeating old experiences.  
The flip side of the romance is another kind of story, as Walter Benjamin recognized in his dictum about cultural treasures:  “They owe their existence not only to the efforts of the great minds and talents who have created them, but also to the anonymous toil of their contemporaries.  There is no document of civilization which is not at the same time a document of barbarism.”   Was the author of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark a courtier to Queen Elizabeth, supported by the royal coffers?  If true, it only puts Benjamin's claim more sharply into focus.  
But there are other ancestral memories -- older, deeper than those of hierarchy; memories of the nomadic autonomy of the hunters and gatherers, of an age which lasted far longer than that of princes and priests.  An influential wing of anthropology holds that Paleolithic peoples were more egalitarian than we are and worked less than we do:  it’s difficult to pull rank on someone who can just leave and go forage elsewhere.  This argument adds a new layer to the old notion that “phylogeny recapitulates ontogeny” -- in this case, the relative ease of the Paleolithic age is recapitulated by the play and leisure of childhood.  And the childhood fantasy of being from a "higher" class is perhaps a manifestation of that Paleolithic heritage of a classless society.  Another case of the return of the repressed.  
Did Freud notice the subversive intent of the family romance, the wish of children to get back the autonomy that's rightfully theirs?  If I had different parents I could do as I pleased.  Born free, children are everywhere in chains.  (Children, the last oppressed class.) 
In other words, the fantasy of the family romance is a feature of hierarchical civilization -- that is, of class society.  
If our distant ancestors lived in a more egalitarian age, we also, in symbiosis with our mothers, knew a golden age just after birth.  The mother-infant dyad is the archetype of the Golden Age:  surely this is why it’s image is at the heart of the Advent story, and of so much Christian iconography.  Children are all high-born:  it is what Wordsworth meant when he wrote that we come into the world trailing clouds of glory.  And if humankind reverted, in the mists of ancient history, into domination and hierarchy, likewise in each life
            shades of the prison house begin to close  
           upon the growing Boy.  
Children  are the last oppressed class.  Jean-Luc Godard has claimed that children are political prisoners. Paul Goodman, a great defender of children, wrote in the 1960s that given the current family arrangements, "the children . . . are certainly crushed, thwarted, pushed, hurt, and misled by their hostile and doting grown-ups."  Elsewhere he noted more tersely, “The inquisition of the elders is continuous and subtle.”  
Elias Canetti has prophetically exposed the stings of command that every child undergoes, first at the hands of her parents.  With the regal acquisition of speech comes almost simultaneously the injuries of speech-as-command, the stings of the obeyed order.  When the child is inflicted with her first command, then the golden age of infancy is truly over, and Law has appeared. The child will grow up to command her own children, in an attempt to rid herself of the stings she carries:  so the circle makes another vicious turn. The command, Canetti concluded, "is the most dangerous single element in the social life of mankind.  We must have the courage to stand up against it and break it's tyranny."

   III.
But the Romantics were working on a breakout plan.  Romance, the realm of princelings and queens, heroes and high adventure --
                                  the argent revelry
        With plume, tiara, and all rich array
       Numerous as shadows haunting faerily
       The brain, new stuffed, in youth, with triumphs gay
       Of old romance.  
Thus Keats, his lines  glittering  like gems.  But at the end of "Eve of St. Agnes," his lovers flee away, away from the argent revelry into the mists, as if into some primordial time -- into time immemorial -- time out of mind. . . . 
                  
Wordsworth, witness to the French Revolution.  Byron, a freedom fighter in Greece.  Hazlitt, partisan of the Good Old Cause of liberation.  Blake, standing trial for striking an officer of the King.  Shelley, expelled from Oxford for writing an atheist tract.  The Romantics acted as if they were all high-born.  
       Byron:  "The king-times are fast finishing; there will be blood shed like water and tears like mist, but the peoples will conquer in the end.  I shall not live to see it, but I foresee it."
Stendhal:  defender in France of Romanticism and Shakespeare, Stendhal confessed that he had aristocratic tastes, though a republican in politics.  There is a suggestion in The Red and the Black that the hero, Sorel, is not truly the son of a coarse mill-owner, but the illegitimate son of someone of “higher” birth.  In Charterhouse of Parma, the suggestion is reversed (as Richard Howard has it):  the hero is not the scion of an aristocratic house, but the bastard son of a French officer.  But this reversal is only apparent, for the true aristocrats in Charterhouse are just those French soldiers; and Stendhal's own youthful romance was with that same Napoleonic army, in which he enlisted at seventeen.  About that army Marx was to write, a few years after Stendhal's death, “The army was the point d'honneur of the peasants, it was they themselves transformed into heroes, defending their new possessions against the outer world. . . .”   And in Stendhal's grand invention The Charterhouse of Parma it was precisely these peasants-turned-heroes who brought back Romance to the people of Italy -- to people who, in the words of the narrator, "had been bored for a hundred years"!
Darwin:  there was a Romantic in Charles Darwin, cloaked in the robes of a sober and modest naturalist.  What did his theory of evolution do but unite what had been divided by factitious hierarchy:  he united humankind and the animal kingdom, fauna and flora, living things and mineral matter and the stars, into one Tree of Life.  As if to give body to Wordsworth's vision --
        roll’d round in earth's diurnal course 
        with rocks, and stones, and trees 
or to prefigure Whitman’s --
        Before I was born out of my mother generations guided me,
       My embryo has never been torpid, nothing could overlay it.
   
       For it the nebula cohered to an orb,
       The long slow strata piled to rest it on,
       Vast vegetables gave it sustenance,
       Monstrous sauroids transported it in their mouths and  
                deposited it with care.
Darwin helped to heal the wounds of a hierarchical cosmos, so that now even the pebbles are bone of our bone, flesh of our flesh.  
        And he gave a new life to the ancient belief that our origins lie in the dust.  Underlying Darwin's lifelong interest in earthworms, Adam Phillips has suggested in Darwin's Worms, was an interest in upending the old hierarchies, demonstrating that the lowliest of creatures are essential for human sustenance.  “Never say higher” Darwin once wrote in the margins of a book, as Phillips notes.  If there are no higher powers, then worms can be more worthy of esteem than high-class people; or as Frank Kermode put it: "This is the stuff of a new kind of epic, in which the gods and heroes have been leveled with worms."
        These aspects of Darwin’s work are of course obscured by the bleak notions associated with Darwin, so fitting for the culture of capitalism -- “struggle for existence,”  “survival of the fittest.”  In this culture one can only buy the title to being high-born.
But Darwin still believed in natural laws, above or outside the human.  The poets, however, reacted even against the dream of a law-abiding universe, against a world completely amenable to rational explanation and governed by unchanging rules.  Prisons, said Blake, are built with stones of Law.  For Shelley, "Law pretends to govern the undisciplinable wanderings of passion, to put fetters on the clearest deduction of reason. . . ."  Wordsworth called science “a prop for our infirmity.”  The Romantics were unimpressed by scientific laws, just as they fretted at rules of convention or the laws of monarchs. 
        Nowadays even the physicists suggest that the cosmic laws may be mutable. And biologist Rupert Sheldrake, a latter-day Romantic, has suggested that maybe scientists should call the regularities they observe habits of nature.
Late in life, Freud wrote the marvelous speculation, Moses and Monotheism.  He suggested that Moses was not by birth a Hebrew, as the book of the Exodus narrates, but an Egyptian of the royal house and an intimate of the pharaoh; and that Moses taught Akhnaton's monotheism to the Hebrews and led them out of their captivity.  It was Freud's late-life romance -- “my novel,” he called the book.  Moses, liberator of the Hebrews:  Freud, liberator of a sleeping humanity.  (Maybe with some justice, Harold Bloom has intimated that Freud had hidden reasons for believing that the true Shakespeare was an aristocrat.)  
Paul Goodman, in an essay titled “The Golden Age,” suggested that the writing of Moses and Monotheism was something of a return of the repressed, a flower of the relaxation of Freud's old age.  For one notable characteristic of the royal house of Egypt, Goodman observed, was that the pharaoh took his sister for wife, setting at naught what Freud elsewhere called "that most maiming wound,” the incest taboo.  Then to put Moses in that royal line, to make him a royal Egyptian unscarred by that taboo, was to hark back to a Golden Age.  In the romance that is Moses and Monotheism, Freud perhaps tapped his own unconscious memory of an epoch that did not know the wounds of class civilization.
   IV.
There are no higher powers.  The powers are within us; or we are in power, like royalty.  We are in Marx's words, "inhaling and exhaling all the powers of nature." 
Who are the historical agents of the return of the lost primeval autonomy, of the “emancipatory narrative?”  They are the free-thinkers, the utopians, the subversives, the rebels, the anarchists and communists, the romantic revolutionaries.  The marching crowds, the shout in the the street, the poets and dreamers.  The great modern romance, the family romance of humankind, is the romance of utopia, resonant with a deep ancestral wish to heal the maiming wounds of class civilization.  We wait, bored for thousands of years, for deliverance. 
Man petrifies and darkens in the distances he has created.  He drags at the burden of them, but cannot move.  He forgets that it is self-inflicted, and longs for liberation.  But how, alone, can he free himself?   
--Canetti

What is the communist hypothesis?  In its generic sense, given in its canonic Manifesto, ‘communist’ means, first, that the logic of class . . . is not inevitable; it can be overcome. The communist hypothesis is that a different collective organization is practicable, one that will eliminate the inequality of wealth and even the division of labour.
--Badiou




Chester Layman lives and works in Brooklyn.





                 


                    Table of Drops:  A Work in Progress
                       

                                         Ashley Bell


 

BY THREE O’CLOCK in the afternoon Adelio Navar was drunk, and after finding the Maker’s Mark to be too palatable had in an unprecedented act of clarity and self loathing switched to ouzo.  He needed to slow down, and, since not drinking had long ceased to be an option, he ordered one.  Adelio hated licorice, so ouzo was the logical choice, and an hour later through a cloud of putrid anise and sweat the waiter appeared with round four.

One can become accustomed to anything.  And even the childhood memory of having gagged on oily licorice whips provided by a sociopathic grandmother every Christmas brought up an unwelcome sentimental twinge.  After the waiter arrived with round five, Adelio realized that it was time to move on to the Cynar.  He had tried the artichoke derived libation once in Seville after being awarded both ears and a tail in the finest performance of his life.  High on his conquest and at the prodding of his father he downed the foul astringent, promptly throwing it up onto the table along with an adrenaline infused lunch as his picadors laughed  politely and squeezed his shoulders in camaraderie.  He had just turned sixteen and this would be the greatest moment of his life.  Now, at forty-two in a café on the outskirts of La Paz, blocking his eyes from the glaring Bolivian sun, Adelio tipped the bitter liquor onto the back of his throat.  It was as poisonous as he had remembered.  But the memory of it was still sweet.

At eight o’clock, the café switched to its dinner fare. Tourists and third generation Germans, whose genealogies had been conveniently obscured by the Bolivian government after the war, took to the empty tables on the sidewalk surrounding Adelio.  The blithe demeanor and guiltless ease in which they moved among each other infuriated him.  The scraping sound of iron legged tables being pulled into place made his skin crawl.  The way they sat in the iron backed chairs, slumped yet alert in self conscious leisure, pulled him further into despair.  If the “sins of the father” ever applied to anyone it applied to them.  Yet to Adelio their inherited sins only amplified his own more prescient sin.  The one of personal disgrace.  Where theirs, inexcusable as it was, remained only an accident of birth where his had been one of direct action.


 

The bull emerged on the far side of the piazza, then evaporated into the gloaming of the Bolivian sunset.  Not yet, thought Adelio.

Adelio had been selected for the final round of three contests.  At twenty-three, the darling of the corrida de torro, his good looks so typified the continental aesthetic that the bulk of his already obscene income were supplemented by endorsements of everything from automobiles to hair cream.  On that final day of his glorious career the two bulls that he would engage were selected by a drawing of straws.  His friend and competitor Cayetano held them surreptitiously in a clenched fist, allowing Adelio access only to a sure loss, a betrayal overlooked by Adelio in the thrum and thrush of what he thought would be his greatest victory.  He had picked the two largest and fiercest bulls on the docket.  There was no backing down.

In the tercio de varas of the first bull, Adelio was relieved to find its movements and tack to be mostly typical.  The bull was faster and more aggressive than he would have liked, but speed and momentum taken into account, Adelio had found his initial passes to be satisfactory.  At the end of the tercio de varas with his back to the animal, head proudly raised to the audience, he snapped the cape in a final flourish nodding to the picador prima the OK to ride out on his horse and deliver the first lance into the beast’s neck. The horse stalled at the gate refusing to go any further.  The picador drove in his heels and pulling hard on the bit caused the horse to stumble sideways toward the bull where it stalled again two yards from the confused bull.  In a final violent yank, a broken molar flew out of the horse’s bloody mouth.  It reared in agony as the picador slid unharmed to the ground.  In replay, the result was as beautiful as it was horrible.  At the top of its rearing the horse took what seemed to be three distinctly bipedal steps.  The bull hesitated for moment as if out of curiosity then surgically impaled the horse’s heart in a deft act of what seemed to be compassion.

More horses are killed in the bullfight than bulls, at least until relatively recently.  But that contingency doesn’t play well with modern spectators.  That fight was called off, the bull lead out of the ring to either die or sire depending on the public mood. The larger and angrier bull was scheduled to appear in less than an hour.  Adelio was terrified.  He immediately thought up a scheme.

Fabricio, the picador segunda, at twenty-nine was six years Adelio’s senior.  He had fought in the lesser leagues with some success, but due to a lack of charisma and a tendency to shake uncontrollably during a kill (he was fine up to that point) he had been forced to decide between espectáculos cómico-taurinos, comedic bullfighting, or hanging in the shadows of the professional circuit. He had chosen the latter.  As  embarrassing as it was to concede to the superiority of someone like Adelio Navar, he did so out of admiration and respect. Adelio’s request therefore, as unethical as it was, would be an honor to commit; and with Adelio’s promise to promote him to picador prima for the next season, the deal was set.  As the preliminaries for the next fight began, Fabricio emptied half the contents of a tranquilizer dart onto a tightly wrapped ball of gauze, and inserted it gently into the anus of the waiting bull.  Even before the bull hit the ground, after it had destroyed Fabricio’s left knee with a deft reactionary kick, Fabricio swore he would never tell.  Such is honor within the profession.

At the start of the next tercio de varas, Adelio was rightfully concerned that Fabricio may not have succeeded in the implementation of their plan.  The bull was livid, most likely still feeling indignation at his recent violation.  At first it would charge with an unholy purpose, stop suddenly, then gaze glassy eyed into the stands as if searching for a word to explain its erratic behavior.  As Adelio snapped his cape, the bull would become interested again, repeat its charge, then as before stop in mid attack.  It began to circle Adelio listlessly, only vaguely aware of the dramatic flaps of the cape at the center of its course.  It was then that Adelio realized the mission had been a success.  Perhaps too much so.  Had Fabricio used the entire contents of the tranquilizer dart? or had the half he had suggested been too much.  The crowd sensed something.  Adelio nodded to the saddled picador prima in the gate to come out.  However as terrified as the other horse had been in the first fight, this one seemed oblivious to its position.  Enough so to stop and inspect a bit of crabgrass before sauntering off to where the bull stood, where it  paused as if trying to piece together the events of a previous drunken evening. Confused, the picador looked at Adelio for guidance.  Adelio gestured frantically for the picador to make the first cut -- The picador obliged, and, as the lance drove into the bull’s neck, it raised its eyes to Adelio with little more than mild disappointment, then waivered off to the gate from which it had come.

It bled to death on the linoleum floor of the waiting pen, the lance having been delivered slightly below its intended target.  The next day blood tests were administered.  Drugs were found.  Adelio was done.

By ten o’clock the Germans were replaced by a younger crowd of more or less authentic Bolivians.  They sat mostly inside the café while those on the outside had turned tables and chairs to watch through breath-steamed windows the wide screen TV, which hung on the wall above the bar.  Thirty years ago it would have been the same crowd huddled around a crystal radio listening to the results of the world cup or even a bullfight -- one in which Adelio may have even been the star attraction --, but tonight the excitement was over the third manned earth orbit by a Bolivian citizen.  Given that the year was 2015, the effort seemed redundant.  More than a half century had passed since Shepard, Grissom and Glenn had made that voyage with what would now be considered prehistoric technology.  However, things are now as they were then, and like then, this was nothing more than a political gesture.  One renamed, Space race:  South of the Border.  Due to ultimately untraceable cultural crosscurrents, an antagonism between Bolivia and Argentina had been born, each pitted against the other by an invisible hand in a race to be first South American on the moon.  Western Europe, Canada and the United states backed Argentina’s enterprise; while China, Dubai, and the Newly Reformed Congress of North Korea were behind Bolivia.  Nothing of merit was to be gained by any party.  This was just posturing frou-frou.  The competition simply replacing the World Cup and the NFL as prime time entertainment.  The youth screamed in delight over a successful reentry.  The moon landing is next, if Argentina doesn’t get there first.  A holy pall descends for a moment.  Then in unison all --

Sverisdöttir! Sverisdöttir! Sverisdöttir!



Adelio had just moved back to Maker’s Mark when the ghost of the bull appeared half asleep under a table where a noisy clique of chubby Brazilian girls vied for the attention of badly overdressed men twice their age.  It stared at Adelio in profile as those chubby horny feet kicked through its non corporeal form.  It had the same question in its eyes as from nineteen years ago when it had stumbled out of the ring, falling mortally asleep in the spread of its pooling blood on the linoleum floor of the waiting pen.

To Adelio, drunk or sober, the apparition would appear with the mien of a beleaguered host or a disappointed father.  The visits were unannounced and arbitrary.  If it showed up when he felt rotten (which was usually) and the guilt -- usurped self pity would give a moment’s respite from that chosen pastime.  Those feelings of self pity and guilt would of course merge into a new low, lower than any low before.  Sometimes it showed up when he was in a state of joyful peace (which was rarely, and usually after sex which was even more rare).  At these times Adelio would spire downward into a mire of shame; and as the sole accountant of the ledger of his life found guilty by a jury of his own selection.  Self pity emerges, followed by the guilt -- then the bull.  Even those momentary flushes of joy are so poisoned as to remain untenable.

Church bells and party horns sounded the successful touchdown of the Luna Nova Module in the Pacific two-hundred miles east of the Fiji islands.  The bartender turned off the TV.  Glassy eyed youths began their diaspora from the closing café to one of the countless post-landing parties strewn though the city; any one of which, Eydis Sverisdöttir could make a surprise appearance.  That was the rumor at least.  A handful of kids lingered before departing, speculating on the most promising venue.  Adelio stood to leave, and  through a double vision haze attempted to parse the contents of his tab.  A skinny French Canadian in drag clapped Adelio hard on the chest.  His fierce enthusiasm and enormous height kept Adelio’s usually ready fist in check.

-- Man! Isn’t she great man?

Adelio shrugged.  He understood the question, but not the context.

-- No English?  OK.  But she’s so great, man.  You know?  A true Bolivian.  Skál!

The boy bounced off into the dark, grabbing the waiting hand of the most beautiful girl Adelio had ever seen.  That had been him at one time, free from an intractable past.  Easy on the eyes, and the envy of every reasonable man.  One day that boy will be where I am now, he thought.  And that thought disgusted him.

-- Eydis Sverisdöttir . . . you know.

The boy made an upward gesture with his hand, meant to indicate the arc of the rocket ship that Ms. Sverisdöttir was scheduled to man for Bolivia’s first mission to the moon in November.  Adelio shrugged again.

The boy held out the crumpled poster as an offering  and explanation for his previous amorous indiscretion.

-- This is why we are so happy man!  Skál!

Adelio took the poster and nodded politely.  The boy turned and jogged to meet his friends.  For a moment Adelio imagined himself bounding off arm-in-arm with the glad crowd as he watched them disappear around the corner of hotel Emara.  He smoothed the poster of  future astronaut Eydis Sverisdöttir onto the café table he had occupied for the last ten hours.  It was the same one that plastered the walls of every café, boutique, and municipal building throughout the city.  In fact, he couldn’t remember a wall anywhere without it.  The image of that raven haired beauty with the green eyes was so ubiquitous that he had never realized how lovely she actually was.  He stuffed the poster in his jacket, and headed home finally realizing how drunk he had become.  Re-carpeting the elevators in the morning would be painful, but doable.  The fight that afternoon however . . . He had to get some sleep.






Ashley Bell lives in Richmond, Virginia.